Monday
It was certainly a day. I started off having to call the dentist and endodontist and try to sort out timings of my upcoming root canal and crown and it went poorly. I ended up sobbing on the floor while my partner tried to console me. (they’re the best but we’re not good at these roles, even in inverse). but i gathered myself and called back and it all got sorted.
but i still i wonder why normal shit is so hard for me. does everyone else sob when dealing with the dentist? how can be so oblivious to my own internal building pressure and never notice until i’m reacting completely inappropriately.
in other adult news, i asked my therapist for a sooner appointment so maybe i’ll gather some insight talking through it.